I had learned many in my guitar class today, although my finger was painful when pressing the chord for the song,but i cant stop doing this cause i love to learn more about guitar, it was part of my life now. The guitar teacher planing to let me learn some song ,after i have done perfectly on my 1st song that i still learning to increase the speed of changing chord....need more hard work on it....

人生中没有失败，只有暂时停止成功   —— 安东尼。罗宾

今天，除了有点失神外，我依然还是那个我！！！ (^o^)

有时候面对那种事，都比考最难的科目还要难。。。

鼓起勇气争取不代表成功，但没勇气争取就是失败，
失败并不代表着会放弃，失败并不表示会不开心，
失败不表示没机会，放弃才是一点都没机会，
机会是拿来争取，并不是拿来白白放弃，
反而自己没不开心，只会更努力地去争取。

”她“

以前，我都会不知不觉的把我的眼神望向她那方向，要不是有一天有人问我为什么看向那边，我也会没发觉到我一直在看她。从那时起我都一直观察着她，因为我要找出我望着她的理由。一开始我还以为是因为她太吵而去关注她。但久了，就觉得看着她会有一种不一样的感觉，我发觉已经喜欢上了她。我不明白到底喜欢上她什么...看着她的笑容，笑得很美，很灿烂，很调皮。她的笑容和脸蛋会让我的心情变得开朗，因为她时常做出她那调皮般的笑容和样子。她很活泼，感觉没什么能破坏她的心情。

有一天，听说她有了男友，让我有错愕的感觉，但我没失望，因为她看起来很开心。不久，她的眼神出现了无奈，想去帮助她却没那么做。那时我看得出她的心情有点糟，看得出她心不在焉的，想帮她点什么，却没勇气去做。之后，她和她男友分手了....

假期时，有和她聊了几句，然后邀她来看我和朋友参加的篮球赛，看见她一个人走着过去的感觉有点孤独似的。从那刻起，我就更深入地关注她及她的一切，不过却给我带来了有点封闭的感觉。

她很开朗，很疯狂，但她那绑马尾时的认真和放下长发时的调皮可爱都深入我眼里。看不见，望不到她，让我觉得失落，让我感觉缺少了什么。有时为了等待她的信息而放弃了玩电玩，因为她的信息和说话的方式让我很舒心，尤其是她缭乱我心的微笑....

~Novel~

Now i just want to read a novel call"hunger game"...i heard my friend say that was a good story to read...
and a Chinese novel call  "异动之刻" ...i had read them all except the last episode that still not been publish in Malaysia...hope i will be getting this book soon...

Today, i had heard many story about many people...how about myself??? when i need to talk about myself rather than talking others things...i dont know at all...
I am a good listener ,but not a good teller or good sharer...what i know , what i see and what i think ...no body will know...no body know what i want, include my own self ...
Something change in my heart....the word that Mr.Chai told me today , make me think a lot....what i had done from the beginning are all wrong...totally wrong....i want to walk back and do it again,but it is too late for that, but not to late for now...now i want change myself...change inside out,change whole of me...i dont want to make any body that believe in me disappointed ..dont want make any body that trust me feel worry for me...now i want change...change everything that i can do...what i want to do now is a CHANGE..